I h.e.a.r.t chu

am i back?!

2008-11-30T00:12:00.003-06:00

to everyone...relink me alright and visit me in my new website!!! i will see you guys there! <333

Gomenasai - - - -

2008-07-21T23:43:00.002-05:00

I'm sorry I haven't updated for a long time! Gomenasai *bows* I actually have a good reason. ^-^ I have a new website that is still on the works and I'll leave a message on your webbie and announce it here...[re-direct it there] So once it's done, I'll see you guys there! I miss you guys and btw thanks for greeting me for my birthday too!

panda~chan + HB sorrow

2008-05-16T14:12:00.003-05:00

Tomorrow is KMF in Hollywood Bowl. Another chance I missed~ but I have to be serious with school as well and maybe when I have enough money...I can go to korea or japan for just a tvxq concert.

Nalulungkot din ako pag-iniisip ko ang bagay na yan. Maswerte ang mga taong makakapunta sa concert na yun para makita nila ang dongbang. Napakaswerte. Ako nga, 2 beses ko na nilampasan ang oportunidad at pangatlo na ito. Naiinis ako pero mas nadadaig ang lungkot na nadarama ko. Ako yung fan na sa simula pa ng karera nila sa music business. Isa sa mga pangarap ko na makita ko sila sa concert. Pero eto ako ngayon, sinakripisyo ko ito para lang mapatunayan ko sa tatay ko na kaya kong mag-sacrifice ng mga gusto ko para sa pag-aaral ko. Hindi ko ba alam. Hay, eto napapaiyak na naman ako.

Oo nga, fan ako na may pangarap na katulad ng ibang fans. Pero iba ako. Mas malalim ang nadarama ko, dahil gusto ko makita ang pinakamamahal ko. Kung napapanaginipan ko sya halos araw-araw na kami ay magkasama sa mga dati naming buhay, may halaga kaya ito sa panahon ngayon? Yun lang ang gusto ko malaman. Kahit hindi man maging kami sa buhay na ito, at least nalaman namin na each of us exists, pero kahit nasa conscience lang iyon. Napakalapit na namin sa isa't isa, pareho kami ng hilig, personalidad, at kung lahat na. Koneksyon namin ay isang tao na lang sa isa't isa. Pero kahit ganun pa man, ang layo pa rin ng distansya na parang hindi talaga kami dapat magkita. Ang sakit isipin, masakit na lalo sa puso ko.

Hindi man bukas ang araw na kami'y magkakakilala [maswerte ang aking mga kaibigan], pero sana darating din ang panahon. Sana sa buhay kong ito. Dahil hindi lang infatuation ito, at madaming sinyales. Oo, mahal ko sya kaya mahirap na sya ang sinakripisyo ko.

. . . . Gah now I'm crying again after I wrote that. I'm sorry if it's not in English. My heart was crushing that I don't want to find the right words, and just go with what it says. Well if you are really desperate, find a translator lol. It is some serious stuff. *sighs*

Anyway, I'm very happy for my friends! And uhm I do hope my wish will come true, at least hearing his voice is a huge step. I made telephone panda chan for Linds' HB shirt and it turned out sooooo kawaii! Omo I suddenly remembered Yoochun's telephone and guitar pandas hahaha! Well it is inspired by his drawings. Now I'm thinking of other characters to make. And maybe Linds and I can have a t-shirt business hahaha! Money money. The shirt turned out like this.

I made that panda-chan vector hihi! It's soooo cute ne?

That one is courtesy of her brother, David. That is very catchy hahaha!

*sighs* I'm thinking of it again. I'll take my mind off from it and do some vectors. Anyway to everyone who will go to HB, have fun out there!

iTunes is funny!

2008-05-13T20:50:00.002-05:00

.R U L E S.

1. Put your music player on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
~ We Love You ~Seki wa Kimi wo Aishiteru~ [Miyavi]
*this means i cant tell the truth on how horrific that person is xD

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
~ Tsubasa [Alice Nine]
*nyahaha soaring high with my wings just to get to you?

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
~ Rockers [Girugamesh]
*omo hahahaha xD this is funny!

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
~ Illness Illusion [Gackt]
*lol wishing im ill for me not to give my speech tomorrow xDD

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
~ Hoshi no Miyako [SID]
*lol to follow that star!

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
~ Kiss or Kiss [Nana Kitade]
*hahahahaha!! kiss my lovey doveys x3 *fangirl mode*

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
~ Hummingbird [High and Mighty Color]
*this is weird hahaha!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
~ Death Note [Death Note Soundtrack]
*uummm scary //w\\

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN ?
~ Suicides Love Story [Nana Kitade]
*okies whattheheck >D doing everything for love even till death LOL!

WHAT IS 2+2?
~ Pairing [Antic Cafe]
*iTunes is getting weirder every minute

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
~ Sweet? [SID]
*hahaha this is questionable xD just kidding! they are very sweet indeed!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
~ My Girlfriend [Park Yoochun]
*uuummm hahaha i can explain ne? we are both emotional ne so he can be my girlfriend for that WAHAHAHA itunes is sooooo weird!!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
~ Snow Drop [L'Arc En Ciel]
*i dont know what to say xD they rock so much!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
~ Beautiful You [Tohoshinki]
*wow what does this mean?! xD

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
~ This is a Girl [Nana Kitade]
*okies THIS IS WEIRD hahahaha!! melonhead is a girl hihi! wait if I do see him in person, i will be so intrigued with his prettiness sooooo *points at the title* LOL!!!

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
~ Darkness Eyes [Tohoshinki]
*waaahhh dark dark ^__^;;;

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
~ Otegami [SID]
*the translation makes perfect sense with the pv of this song ^___^;;; and well it has to do with a secret so hai hai xD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
~ Silly God Disco [Gazette]
*lol! no idea why hehehe!

2008-05-12T00:36:00.003-05:00

... i can't sleep.

maybe because I am either too excited or too nervous about summer class...

... that actually starts in the next 8 hours.

but I think I am looking forward more to styling my hair ...

... should I curl it or straighten it out?

maybe making it into a crazy mess would be a good idea ...

... but I want to show off my new earrings too.

hmmm how should I do that ...

... now I'm bummed out, thinking about it.

I have to wake up early ...

... crap I don't want to get up for that stinkin' phone.

Happy Umma!

2008-05-11T16:53:00.002-05:00

U N D Y I N G

One slight kiss ...
Sends giggles down my spine.
One slight laugh ...
Makes my world turn upside down.
One slight cry ...
Pierces deeply through my heart.
One slight touch ...
Feels like eternal love.

You are all I ever wanted ...
A person who gives her all for happiness.
You are all I ever wished for ...
A person who becomes selfish when it comes to caring.
You are all I ever needed ...
A person who supports everything.
You are all I ever loved ...
A person who I call my U m m a.

"Mama, alam ko pong madami akong pagkakamali dati. Hindi man ako ang perpektong anak na dinarasal nyo noon, tinanggap nyo po pa rin ako kung sino man ako. Lahat ng decision ko, sinuportahan nyo po ako kaya nagpapasalamat ako sa Diyos dahil sa isang biyaya na binigay nya at kayo po iyon. Lahat ng pangako ko po para sa inyo, gagawin ko lahat para sa ikasasaya nyo at ni daddy. Hindi ko man tinupad ang mga pangarap ko noon, basta lang mabayaran ko ang kabutihan nyo sa akin ang gusto kong gawin. Salamat. Mahal na mahal ko po kayo hanggang sa dulo ng walang hanggan."

Translation:

Mama, I know I made a lot of mistakes before. I may not be the perfect child that you prayed for in the past, but you still accepted me for who I am. You supported all my decisions that's why I thank God because of one blessing he showered to me, and that's you. All the promises I have made for you, I will fulfill it for you and daddy's happiness. I may not have fulfilled my dreams before, but just to pay for your kindness to me is what I want to accomplish. Thank you. I love you so much until the end of eternity.

Happy Umma day to everyone's mothers too ne? I know that maybe you hate them at times, or maybe most of the times, but I realized recently, they are the only ones who will accept you and still love you unconditionally. So be thankful and make sure you let your umma know how much you appreciate and love them before it's too late. They don't ask for anything from you, but your respect and love.

2008-05-09T16:53:00.004-05:00

I already cut my hair. Wait, I did literally. Hahaha! Because I wasn't completely satisfied with how the stylist did it. She wasn't able to do it like the picture. Good thing that it wasn't an expensive cut hehehe. When I came home, I decided to trim it myself. All I used was those disposable razors. I have a funkier hair now ahahaha! It is like the asian mullet type though I hope it looks good on me.

this is after i got it cut in a salon~ before my new 'do

It's very dull I know.

By the way, I already got my books~! I sold my Psychology and Keyboarding books but it's such a ripoff. I only got 30 bucks from both of them which is only 1/3 the cost. I am not selling my books in that bookstore! I will sell them online instead next time. Three books, I spent $186, that's for a 6-week class only! Wahhhh!

This is my 3 month old niecie Ria chan~

phooey~

2008-05-06T11:22:00.003-05:00

Hahaha thanks everyone! LOL I'm sorry if I startled you guys, I know it's not an emergency but it's a huge help ! Everyone chose the 2nd one and last night I even flipped a coin [according to some chaotic friend] to see what fate has in store for me. After 21 one rounds, the most got the 1st hairstyle. But I do agree with Emi that it is a lot of styling involved. But then again, I've been styling my hair since I last cut it. Hhmm let's see what will happen tomorrow! Hahaha!

Tomorrow is my final exam in Medical Terminology. I just want to get over this once and for all. I'll probably have a walkthrough of my classrooms for next week too because I only have 10 minutes apart from my 3 classes. Surely, there will be running involved hahahaha!

Oh by the way, I am so thrilled yesterday because I was able to run in the treadmill for the longest time. I found the perfect song for running!
boomp3.com

Hahaha imagine going with the rhythm? There's this girl who was looking at me weirdly and laughed when she told her friend. I was like Pft! It's because I am more fit than you eventhough I'm fat you skinny b***h. LOL! Sorry hahaha I don't talk this way but in my mind, I do. Girugamesh is for treadmill intervals!

Anyway, ummm Hyunzai, I'll send you my message very soon once I'm done with my finals okies? I won't be going online tonight by the way because I'm studying from dusk till dawn...until I take my exam which is more than 24 hours hahaha! Cram cram!

nyaahhh excited <3

2008-05-05T13:57:00.003-05:00

I'm getting my haircut on Wednesday after taking my online exam in the morning! I have an agenda on that day LOL. I will be selling my books and then buy the books I need for my summer classes next week. I wish I will have some money left from that [profit profit hahaha!]. I already e-mailed my order for my contact lenses as well and now I am still crushed with my hairstyle!

Linds chose this one for me.

my 2nd choice since I want it a bit funky you know xD

my 3rd choice

So guys what do you think?! I need your opinion badly! Wahhhh! Help me out help me out before I make a huge regret. I love the first one because of its different lengths. But the 2nd one is wahhhh cute too! Please help me~

school stuff + circle lenses

2008-05-02T14:57:00.002-05:00

Well today wasn't a bad one except that my clinical instructor did marked me down with my small mistakes back in the nursing home. I got a 90 in CNA class...B...not bad but yeah my classmate has been complaining that we deserve a higher grade because we have worked our asses off compared to some who didn't do much except standing around and talking to their residents which SUCKS big time. But I told her, we can't do anything about it. What's done is done. But come to think of it, it is really unfair right? I did a lot of stuff compared to others especially the girl who got 98. I mean come on, I bet she didn't do transfers or even clean poop! I always came home so stressed after clinical day and she was doing nothing at all. But then who am I to complain? At least I know my flaws that need to be improved. It was only the safety issues that I got 3 points decreased...my fault. Yehey though for getting my certificate~! Now I can work as a nursing assistant . I wonder what my classmates are talking about now, probably me not going to lunch with them. Hahaha! The whole class is supposed to go to lunch today in Heroes & Legends Sports bar and grill but I didn't go. I want to study for my exam and I don't want to drink. I know most of my classmates are drinkers. I'd rather spare my brain cells for my exam than get drunk.

Speaking of exams, Psychology exam is in 3 hours and yes I am currently studying. Good thing my professor gives reviews before our class so that helps a lot. Pray that I will pass this one too.

My mom gave me 40 bucks all of a sudden. I always wanted to get circle contact lenses. I asked her before deciding to get a pair and she said it's fine with her. Woohoo! I wonder what color should I get. My unnie has violet colored lenses and it looks so good on her. I don't know I have to decide. My cuff earrings aren't here yet and hopefully my seller ships tomorrow so I can have it before my summer classes. Yehey can't wait!

2008-05-01T20:53:00.004-05:00

I've been procrastinating again for my study session. Tomorrow is my final exam in Psychology and eventhough my current grade is an A, I have to study more to maintain it. But lazy me inhibited my system that, yes, I haven't reviewed for it. Typical me!

If you asked me what I did the whole day? Playing with my niecie most of the day, went to the gym and my legs hurt now, after 2 weeks of no exercise . Then there was the random singing hahaha! I've been singing to Boku wa Kuma all day and well decided to record myself. Don't expect it to be nice at all since it wasn't practice hahaha! What I am a bit confident about is my Suicides Love Story recording. If you dare want to listen to these songs, brace yourself! [make sure to pause miyavi's song on the sidebar..]

boomp3.com
boomp3.com

How were they? Hahaha they suck I know. Anyway I was soooo excited yesterday when I checked Crunchyroll for dramas and I didn't believe that Absolute Boyfriend is now a drama series! AAHHHH!! I was very ecstatic since it is one of my fave mangas even if there's cheesy love stuff hahaha! I immediately watched it and woohoo Hiro-chan [from Hana Kimi] was in there too. The episodes are so far very cute and funny. Night's body was ahahahaha it's true! I can't hardly wait for the third episode!

And my comment with the Anyband cfs . This goes out to Yoona [am I right?] and especially the MELONHEAD. He was sooooo lovey dovey. Gaahhhh! I don't want to see it ever again. Now this is how it feels when the guy you love is paired up with someone. Oh well! Pft I still can choose from my jrockers hahahaha! Just kidding.

Time to study now~ please pray for me!

1 exam down!

2008-04-29T22:33:00.003-05:00

Woohoo! I already had my final exam in Keyboarding and it was a piece of cake . I still have 2 more exams to go and I am very dreadful with Medical Terminology. Because seriously, I don't study that much. It was online class so yeah I guess I am better off with traditional classroom setting. But oh well, just have to study badly with that.

By the way, I cooked my own dinner a while ago. I didn't feel like eating tilapia at all. That's why I made my first and only original recipe hahaha! Curried Chicken Teriyaki. Does that sound appealing? But this version has mushrooms, red peppers, and carrots in it. It was yummy with crunchy pita slices! Lettuce, only added it for some green in my dinner hahaha! But honestly, it wasn't compatible with my dish.
I'm so frustrated with my hair . I want to get a haircut now! But hehehe I still managed to camwhore a bit. Warning: ugly girl pictures!

is my hair a bit brown? LOL after coloring it a week ago, I'm still not sure if it is very visible. But from the looks of it, it's nice.

i look sleepy hahaha!

Nyahhhh I'll stop here. See you next time!

boredom at its best

2008-04-28T21:52:00.004-05:00

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

What Chloe Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

You Are Granola

You are creative and inventive.

You don't do much the ordinary or normal way.

You like to explore new ideas and lifestyles.

Something isn't for you just because other people do it.

Quick breakfast fixes are definitely not your style.

You're the type most likely to cook yourself an amazing homemade breakfast.

What Kind of Cereal Are You?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat

East meets west... sweet meets salty.

You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.

And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...

Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.

You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

blacksheep~

2008-04-24T22:35:00.002-05:00

It's actually hard to listen to the stories my mom told me this morning when I woke up. And now dad is talking with his sister about the same problem. I think most of what my mom and I discussed are about my unni who's closer to my age.

I don't know, I kept telling my mom that it has always been her attitude even when we were younger. I think that's why I am closer to my other unni than her. She has always been the oddball. She likes to have parties before in our house, every birthday it is a sure thing that she will hold one. She sneaks out at night to go to bars in Manila with her friends. Manila to Cavite are more than an hour away considering the traffic there too. My mom also just learned how my unni had an affair with her college professor before, the reason why she never worked in a hospital back in the Philippines (her ex-bf worked in the college hospital). But my other unni and I have always known that before. I don't quite remember how we found out about that but I remember we would always whisper to each other about it and find out more stuff about them. My sister has always been very secretive with everything.

Now I just learned how my sister disrespects my mom, subtle ones but still disrespectful. I never thought she would do that. I know she doesn't mean to but well it's how she talks too. She's like a "palengkera" (one who works in a market). If you don't know how people talk in like wet markets back in the Philippines, well let's say it's like street talking. Loud and all. I guess I understand why she talks like that. I mean her some of her best friends are like that too. But yeah, I didn't expect she would not respect my mom. Because mom is very Maria Clara. She's very subtle, who isn't straightforward like my dad, not too strict, just the complete opposite of him. She said dad kept telling her to be a bit authoritarian and tell my sister that it was wrong. But mom wasn't the type of person who's frank. She lets it go and understand my sister.

....I don't know why I'm crying. Maybe because after how I hurt my parents before and learning how they felt, I almost wanted to die of guilt for doing those things. Especially with my dad's health problem, seeing him still the one with the strong personality among my parents, and then suddenly see him crying over your faults, it makes me want to end my life that time. I guess I'm the only one among my siblings who see a different side of my parents, how they get really weak. I just hope my unni would realize it someday.

random

2008-04-24T01:07:00.002-05:00

Because of Emilie's how can i comment thingy she left in my tagboard, I thought of enabling the comment box in here. Hahaha I didn't think that anyone would bother to add comments in my entries but since she mentioned it, I bet she will be the only one who will comment most of the time. I'm not begging for those but it will be nice if anyone will add ne?

Setting that aside, I want to share something so kawaii. Ever since I became more serious of being an Alice Nine fan, I've been constantly reading their blogs. They usually don't write most of the time except for leader-sshi Nao-san. His blog is my most fave and the one I most frequently read everyday. Hahaha eventhough he MOSTLY writes about food , they are just too funny and cute to pass. For example, his trips to Starbucks to try new stuff off the menu. Or 3 entries in a day about his venture to finding a vending machine in a building. Hahaha he's so cute!

Yesterday, I read the translation off his entry about the cherry in his chocolate parfait. I'll paste it here.

昨日チョコパフェの写真をブログにのせたんだけど、
(Yesterday I posted a picture of a chocolate parfait on this blog,)

みたいなメッセージをちらほらいただいたのですが・・・
(but I received several messages that went like...)

『Naoさんはさくらんぼをさきにたべるんですか！？』
("Nao-san, did you already eat the cherry!?")

後に残しておいた方がいい（笑）？
(Should I have kept it for last (laugh)?)

(；┏_┓；)

(trans credits: Alice Nine Diaries

Isn't Pooh-san soooooo cute?! Hahaha! After I read this I was like "Aawww! You can eat the cherry first if you wanted Nao." He sounded innocent when he asked if he should have kept it for last ne? Hahahaha!! I can't wait for his food entries again! Actually a lot in his blog are funny! Just how Nao is.

Well that's it for now. Tomorrow I am heading to the gym with mom early THEN go shopping . Since my sister and her family are going to Washington tomorrow and dad is in first shift these days, it's only my mom and I who are together. What better way to spend the day? Window shopping! Hahaha! Good night!

good to have a "somewhat" break

2008-04-21T17:45:00.007-05:00

Hey everyone! So I just came home discovering an empty house. Hahaha! My mommy dearest went somewhere with niecie and my sister again! It is always like this. After a weekend of work, my sister gets Monday her dayoff so it's been a habit that they go out. Of course I like walking around or going to the mall especially with Ri chan but they always leave me. Because my CNA class is every Monday & Friday so boohoo to me. And yes I only got home from my clinicals.

Today I consider it as an almost stress-free day. We worked in another unit after 3 days in just one unit. And it was the cleanest, most modern, and beautiful unit in the whole nursing home. There wasn't anything to do though because most of the patients there can manage themselves and are less dependent than the unit we worked before. Hahaha now I understand why the other group didn't do anything when they were there. We switched now so they were really busy today.

This one lady, Ann Shostak was a very confused one. I wheeled her back and forth from the day room to her room because she kept saying she will go to the bathroom but when we reach her room, she doesn't want to go in. I helped her with her showers but poor Ann. She got too emotional and was crying so much. Even praying. But yehey it was a success though. Not very tired unlike the past days.

for the longest time ...

2008-04-19T23:42:00.002-05:00

... i haven't updated this. Gomenasai. I have my LJ for some of my poems but I neglected this one. I guess I got too lazy to write entries and all. But anyway here I am again, with a new layout! It features Meevy-san , my super-duper-random-hyperactive jrocker love. I will just start writing tomorrow or monday since I will be having my clinicals again. Too much stories on that day again!

so much to do!!!!!! ARGH

2008-02-17T02:53:00.002-06:00

gaaahhh everything's piled up already. first it was tvfxqforever's website which in my opinion is really unorganized that's why i cant get around it [sorry webmissies =x] so maybe i'll arrange everything when i still have time after I am done with coding. next is the "moving"...sooooo stressful. if only there is a way to transfer every single threads from Blue Print to the IF forum *sighs* yes manually adding it one by one is really hard work considering it is one of the biggest subforums. i am happy that at least i have 3 helpers...cant do anything without them! <33>_> i would suggest a gallery of those instead than posting the threads. i have to re-vamp the rules for BP since sallie's busy with school [even i am D< ]....i have to make a new graphic footer as well. so much stuff to do~ that i just wish i have the power to make everything work by itself in lightning fast speed. sanbi asked me to make the goe:ss website too days ago =x aish i know i wont be able to do that after these stuff. once im not yet done with webbie of tvfxqforever then i really wont be doing goe:ss as well. i am too relieved that i am done with the new forum's banner and hide graphics~less worries but still a lot. WAAAHHHH so much so much im about to burst D<

school~ i have midterms next week for biology waaahhh i hate hate hate. i have to take that test by feb 21 so i have to study 12 chapters. honestly, i havent even read like chap 5-12 and lol i cheated in the online exams ^___^;; hahaha. so yeah i have to study hard for the next few days....crap. on friday, first day of CNA class. gaaahhhh i have to wake up very early on mondays and fridays now!! aish why is it whole day?! my CNA classes start from 7:30 am-4:15 pm....this sucks soooooo much. that's mondays and fridays. but then again i have psychology on friday evenings so that means i wont be home till 10 pm waahhh nooooo!! student life sucks xDD

i have to priotize everything & time management~ thats what i need...

2008-02-08T13:27:00.000-06:00

*sigh* I really am feeling a bit different when it comes to matters of the heart. I mean, I still spazz, I still have those weird feelings in me, but I don't know, why does it seem like I am ready to give up on him? I think of him everyday, I listen to his voice from dusk till dawn, but it gives pangs to my heart that it will always be this way. That there's always one girl who loves him from a distance...never knowing someone like her exists. When do I have to stop crying for that guy with the same reason over and over again? I don't want to end it with this hopelessness .....

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But yes I do love him more than anything.

P.s. I should stop crying and get over my Psychology exam

hosting hunt

2008-01-31T15:28:00.000-06:00

I am currently looking for web hosts. ^___^ Well I found some with coupons and damn they did discounted a lot from their original prices. Like in Netfirms, a year costs 119 bucks and you type this coupon code, you will only pay 10 bucks. Not kidding! =D I'm still finding through Yahoo for more. Since dad's been monitoring my credit card history [that's why I can't buy stuff T_T], I had to find a way. There's Visa Rushcard. It's a prepaid card and you can just add funds by money orders, checks, or transfers. I am just happy they accept money orders because DAD ALSO KNOWS MY BANK ACCOUNT. Gaahhh! I wonder when I will be financially free from him. I will recieve it in a week so I really can't wait for it! I can get merchandises again from my fave groups! Woohoo! You can also withdraw money from that card too. Well of course, there's a fee. But I will be using this card for my online transactions exclusively.

Maybe I will be offering hosting services or better yet give away some free? Hehehe! I am excited! I can't wait to have headaches with Wordpress! LOL!

Oh yeah, I hope there's a snow storm again tomorrow so my class will be cancelled. Not that I don't wanna go to school but it's the first exam!! WAHHHH!!! I haven't studied =x Time to do that ^^;;

im dying T__T

2008-01-29T17:28:00.000-06:00

.... of studies!! It's been only weeks since I returned to school and I feel like there's too much to do. On top of my other priorities [graphics esp TwT], my school work are making me cram again. I missed 2 online exams for Biology [which isn't really required to take every week], then I have a major exam in Psychology as well on Friday. Yeah our professor already scared us last week by saying that it won't be easy. Lol it was funny coz one classmate of mine was like...

Her: Then for 5 years you taught and a lot got Fs, then you are the
one with the problem.
Teacher: No just for the first exam. =_= Those people admit that they
didn't study. But if you do, you will get A or B or Cs. Don't worry as long as
you study.
Her: But you still have the problem

I just rolled my eyes at how thick headed my classmate was. She kept insisted on her defense. =_= I guess she's scared she will fail! Hahaha! But yeah I need to study hard for that one.

Right now I'm in the computer lab waiting for my class today. Boring keyboarding crap T___T I really wanna finish everything so I can work on the website again! And you know what, I WANNA MAKE A NEW LAYOUT AS WELL. T___T Help me.

spree spree!

2008-01-24T19:04:00.000-06:00

Okies I completely forgot that I had 50 dollars left on my American Express giftcard and well I spent on some stuff a while ago ^^;; I went to Walmart to actually buy a flat-iron because with hairstyle, I have too. It isn't noticeable that my hair is of different lengths because my hair has volume and all. So Igot myself a 15 buck ceramic flat iron which I tested and it is really good ^^. I don't want to invest so much on a flat iron. Then I went to Walgreens and hehehe I bought stuff. Some stuff for my hair like curl enhancing cream [xD I like sexy waves as well], a heat protection spray when I iron my hair, and my new found love. =D

The picture above is Maybelline's Mineral Power Powder Foundation. What I first noticed about it is of course its all about the minerals woohoo so it won't clog my pores. Next is it's so compact! Then the sleek thing about is, it has a small brush as well. But I threw it already because it's like a little hard which I don't like. =x Well I have my kabuki brush to use for it which is my fave! I first tested it on the some small red patches on my arm. You know what? It really covered it well. Then I applied it on my face and it worked wonders. ^____^ It wasn't heavy at all and it covered imperfections very well. Mwee! I'm loving it! I can't wait to use it tomorrow to school. Ahahaha!

Again, I haven't done my essay for Psychology tomorrow. Gahhh I don't like homework ahahaha xD Plus I'm not yet done studying for my online quiz for Bio. So much to do! I want to record Kiss Shita Mama, Sayonara badly!!!

T for TERRIFIC album ^____^

2008-01-23T06:18:00.000-06:00

The day has finally arrived ^____^ One of the most anticipated Japanese albums was FINALLY released. Woohoo! Tohoshinki's 3rd album entitled "T" is out in the market and wahhh hopefully it will become a number 1 album! Anyway, surprisingly someone uploaded the whole album even the 2nd CD songs in my lappie. No idea who did but oh well. ^___^ Thank you my angel. I woke up really early now ... wow 6 am which is unusual for me. Hehehe. Well I woke up to my Itunes playing that's why. I didn't have any idea what song it was. Hahaha not one of my Jrock songs so it was unfamiliar to my ears. Not until I checked it out and WAAAHHHH TOHOSHINKI!! Sorry I am super duper excited.Honestly, the only preview I heard was Rainbow and Kiss Shita Mama, Sayonara which is like one of the most beautiful songs on earth. Am I being biased because it was written by ChunJae? [esp Yoochun xD] Hahaha I don't know but it is. I immediately listened to that song PRONTO. And what happened? Basically I cried from the very beginning till the end. Hahahaha yes crying all throughout the song.

With the new songs, my current favorite is Darkness Eyes and CLAP! . Darkness Eyes reminds me of Timbaland songs I think. Well like the dark background stuffie. I can't explain but oh my god it is <333 CLAP! is of course a dance song [based on its lyrics xD] which already made me obssessed with it especially Yoochun's clap your hands ... line. Hahaha I'll be dancing to this in the next few days! Or or learn to sing it =D And I hate Changmin and his tenor vocals!! Ahahaha! When he sang that Bingo part...GAHHH xD

Overall, especially the sound engineering part has improved so much. They utilized a lot of effects when it comes to the new songs! They are well produced! Of course how can we forget the other songs that were released before as singles? ^_____^ They still aren't sickening at all. They always either make me giggle or just fall for them more. The combination of songs complimented each other even if they are of different genre[ballad,dance,etc]. Ohhh and by the way, Melonhead gigglepuff improved A LOT! I mean I've been saying this throughout last year as they released singles but hearing everything, his vocals did improve big time. And you know what, he improved also with harmonizing as well. O.O Ahahaha even that I noticed. I am proud of these 5 talented guys.

I didn't pre-order this album since the bookstore in Mitsuwa will have them shipped when its released. Amazingly, Mitsuwa here is fast too O.O I will call it later if they have it already. =D I am very excited! Another addition to my collection. Of course I have to support them plus this is worth the money.

Ohhh and another thing. Hehehe! I will probably record all the songs in T album this time and compile it. Before I was doing it for Five in the Black album but I lost some recordings so now wahahaha. I can't wait to record!

I forgot to mention this again ....

THANK YOU MY DEAR ANGEL

you know i love you so much! ^^

p.s. I still find it a huge coincidence for me that my msn name already had a rainbow way before the song Rainbow came out. O.O Well there are a lot of coincidences like I told Linds before when I first saw the tracklist that I want to hear Last Angel TVXQ version and Rainbow previews first than everything else. And they were they were the first previews right? O__O Well I know they were together. Oh by the way, this layout was inspired by the song Rainbow actually xD No preview yet when I did this one so just the title of it xD

adorable =D

2008-01-20T15:25:00.000-06:00

^____^ You know eventhough there's so much drama happening around my life, I still am happy to have my niece. Even a single smile from her makes me forget all the frustrations, the problems, my fear for the future, and just everything else. Sometimes I really want to pinch those cheeks of hers. >.<

Yesterday was her 1st week birthday hahaha! So today I baked carrot cake for her. [or us? xD] Well because my mom's been telling me to bake a cake. I still think I'm better at baking though I also have a touch with cooking. My mom's been training me more with that skill ^^;; and I'm doing really good. No specialty yet but I already made lasagna and shrimp with candied walnuts on my own. Yes without mom's instructions xD. But baking, I am much in the advance level. Hehehe. My specialty would be my oatmeal cookies. Some people don't like it but once you taste my version, let's see if you change your tastebuds. Hahahaha. ^___^ I love baking so much!

I still haven't studied for Biology =x I should be taking my online exam by now xD But I've been procrastinating and enjoy playing with my niecie more. Fine I will do that now. ^^;;

there's another kid in town

2008-01-18T22:04:00.000-06:00

^___^ I already have a niece. After 2 nephews that I still wished were girls before, I finally have a niece for a change. Hehehe. My unni gave birth last Saturday around 3 am to her first child. We went to see her that day too and my niecie was just adorable. She has pudgy cheeks [maybe coz its still swollen?] and chicky eyes. Hahaha and she reminds some of my relatives of ME. Yes me xD By the way, her name is Adrianne Rae. Until now, she still doesn't have a "nickname" but I dubbed her Iya in the first few days till we realized my stupid cousin Jon-jon's [i hate him so much >_>] daughter is named Iya. So scratch that off and now she's Ria. Hehe I think I'll call her Ri-chan too just like what Linds said she'll call my niecie at first.

Well she is one sleepyhead baby and not much of a crybaby. Hahaha and she still has chubby cheeks so she's soooo cute when you look at her. You seriously want to pinch those cheeks xD This afternoon, my unni was impressed with me. Hahahaha! It's because I knew Ri-chan was ummm "doing her yucky thing" while I was looking after her. When I checked, I was right with my speculation. And unni said she hasn't even figured that out. Wth >_> I was practically my 2 nephies' babysitter especially when they were babies. And I love kids ^__^ even if they're irritating me at times. But yeah xD

I just got home from school too. My professor actually dismissed us like 40 minutes earlier coz it's snowing. Hahaha! When I got home, Ri-chan was asleep! She slept all afternoon that I was at home and then she is still sleeping when I got back. LOL I think I should be grateful for that. When she grows up, I'd force her to take naps hahaha! Gosh I wonder how long will it be tranquil around here.

first day

2008-01-09T15:00:00.000-06:00

Notice anything? Hahaha for some who have seen my nerdy appearance before, mweeee I got my new glasses yesterday. It's absolutely kawaii! Back in the days, when you have these kind of glasses, you are really a nerd! I had plastic frames even before because of my "acidic" nature [shame on you my body TwT] that's why it isn't advisable for me to wear those wire-type frames. I like myself more with these glasses than the other one. Hahaha! For once I thought of myself pretty with glasses. And yes purple is one of my favorite colors. It is the girl color for me and not pink >_> Hehehehe! Oh yeah I took that picture after I got home from my class.

Speaking of class, it was my first day of school too. I only have 3 subjects from this month till Feb 22. Actually 2 in-campus + 1 online. Yesterday I had Office class and yes it was boring for me because I am pretty much a fast typer. You guessed it. It was a Keyboarding class and lol most of my classmates there are oldies. Sadly no cuties there. Hopefully in my Psychology class there will be. Hehehe.

Right now I'm studying for my online Biology class. And no it isn't like the high school Bio we all had. It's actually Medical Terminology and I admit, studying the first 2 chapters was quite interesting and I did learn a lot. I have quizzes for that class everyweek so yeah I have one for this week which is Chap 1-3. They're short chapters so no worries. Hopefully I will get a perfect score when I take it tomorrow. ^__^ I still have to go to the other campus to do my assignment for Office. Because it isn't Microsoft Word that we use for assignments and I don't want to buy 20 bucks for a software that I will only use for one semester. And well I still have to get my school ID.

For more of my camwhoring ... I will post more in my Flickr. Hahaha so you will see how ugly I am LOL.

just a spiffy one

2008-01-04T13:26:00.000-06:00

Okie dokie. Well last jan 2nd, I was able to access the online course for the orientation and gaahhh it had so much to do and there are some mini quizzes to note if you understood [and read] everything. It took me more than 30 minutes to do the whole process. But I am very excited about school now. ^___^ I still have 3 days of free time o.o So I'm going to be doing my graphics hopefully done within that span of time. My top priority is the forum's website layout. Since the webmistresses are busy and Kuri doesn't have her PS installed [+ a crappy compie], I already volunteered to make it. I have a lot of ideas that I can't even decide which but oh well you have to find out. ^_^

Good thing Esther got her skin already and she changed it to the skin I made for her. Hopefully you like it owlie ^___^ That was so fun to work with and the geisha girl is illustrated by my current fave artist. Check out Blush-Art's page. They are super kawaii!

So yeah I have to do TVfXQForever's website plus Emi's Yehyeh skin too. Hehehe busy busy xD I am praying it'll be done soon. And I am so eager to start on writing too because I have an idea for it. ^__^ Until next time again, I have to drive my preggy sister to her work. Ohhhh I'm going to have a niecie soon...very soon like next week xDD

2008

2008-01-01T08:41:00.001-06:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

Another year has passed by fast. 2007 was a 50/50 year for more. Half of it was all the happy moments in my life. Having a happy family, enjoying it every single day with my friends; and finally meeting my best buds in Anime Expo plus had a blast. The rest was of my hardships. 2007 was when my dad had a heart operation [almost lost his life TwT], another year without my other unnie who I missed very much, when we had some issue in the forum, and my first car accident that made dad say some hurtful things to me. Though it was my year for my reflections about life itself and especially learning a lot from my parents. So for this year, I will start it fresh and with a new outlook in life. 2008 is my year to become a student again and to focus on my goals in life. I will study hard so I can get financial aid and not having my parents to pay and also to make them see that I am responsible enough. Okay I'll enumerate them.

01. Study study study hard!
02. Get financial aid
03. Earn money and not spending so much
04. Going to AX08
05. Working out and having a healthy lifestyle
06. Love my dear imatweed more and more each day <33

Well eventhough I had some sad events in my life, I am thankful to my friends who have been there. You always bring a smile to me whenever I am with you and no one can ever be this grateful to have you as my second family. My partner and ebiru sensei Linds, gigglepopper trippie Kuri, ever-so-pretty trippie umma Sophie, squishable songbird Emi, fantastic writer Diana-chan, my lovely chunlet ddals Renren [TwT i mishu!!!] and Shelly, my super random Hyunzai Emilie, super kawaii Bea, my dear night owl friend Esther, super penguin Tama-tins, and to everyone who I didn't mention [you know who you are xD]...A MILLION THANKS.

What else? I can't say much to my boys [i am not a pimp o.O] xDD ahahaha! Fine. To gigglepuff tweed imakame melonhead Yoochun .... no words can ever express the love I have for you. You don't know how much I have cried because of you. But that's because it's hard for me that the person that I do love doesn't know I exist. Though I still continue to have you in my heart. You bring joy to my life even if you are the dorkiest guy in the world. Your cheesy lines make me melt so much. I admit that even you being pervy is too hard to resist. No one can make me breathless as you do. I love you so much my puffin. You are always my rainbow and my star.

Ummm...for the other boys...^___^ ehehehe stay hot and cute! LOOLLL because I need you when I hate Yoochun. =D

I guess this is it. HAPPY 2008 again to everyone!

<33 love him

2007-12-30T03:57:00.000-06:00

Before I go to bed, I checked DNBN for pictures. Hahaha eventhough I checked Blue print, I really dont see all the pics and only get to see those if I edit the thread. Anyway, yeah I get updates from DNBN nowadays. The real reason why I made this quick post was to say I HATE HIM WEARING A BERET. But I changed my mind ^^;; somehow in this pic he looks SO FREAKING HOT! >< But but but I still prefer him in fedora hats than berets.

Oh god, I miss spazzing about Yoochun. Lately Saga-san's my MSN icon and Yoochun isn't an everyday thing already like before because well they're not in the scene as much as before. Though I miss him. I still love him and he's always the only guy who completely stole my heart. ^____^ My feelings for him hasn't changed eventhough his infamous line in Purple Line is...ummmm >____> I mean for someone who likes him, she'll be spazzing like hell and think naughty things whenever she hears that. But for me, I only spazz because of his voice. The pervert voice xD It's too disturbing when I see people talk about how they wanna watch him "touch himself". What the hell. As much as I love him to death, that's like idk. But LOL it's funny coz ummmm he does that in public a lot of times ><>_> Still doesn't change the fact that I become breathless. >____________________<

Heheheehe I'll stop here first. Nyties everyone!

i cant stop my creativity ^^;;

2007-12-30T01:50:00.000-06:00

GOSH!! Gomenasai! xDD I changed my layout again! For some reason, I wasn't that satisfied with my Alice Nine layout [eventhough i love them so much!]. Now I am very very happy with this! Hehehe. I found the rainbow picture in Deviantart and thought of a perfect layout for it! And it was such a coincidence too that Jang Nara's latest single is Over the Rainbow from this OST. Wahh! I love her so much! It's perfect! >3 Hehehehe and the bear is back! *points at kawaii kuma-chan player* Cya next time ^___^

Random

2007-12-28T21:21:00.000-06:00

Before anything else ....

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

I completely forgot to greet each and everyone one of you. ^___^ How was your Christmas? Well I do hope you had fun spending it with the people you love. Did you guys get any presents? LOL don't ask me about that. I don't expect any from my family. It was any ordinary day. The Simbang Gabi in our parish was ok...well I think I should confess to the priest because I was more focused on the cute Filipino guys. Seriously! WHERE ON EARTH HAVE THEY BEEN? Hahahaha! They don't even look Filipino...I bet the others are the Chinese/Filipino ones. Some are the chinky-eyed Filipinos [ahahaha im part of that percentage xD]. But woah they're cute! <3>

Christmas day, I spent it by learning a new song with my guitar. I realized that I haven't touched it for months. So I sucked LOL. Though I successfully learned one song. Hehehehe! Umbrella. Yup ^___^ I played the guitar for the song above xD and ahahaha would you believe I sang along too? xDD Actually, I dedicate that one to all my friends. You know who you are and trippie you won't be able to download it! Hahahahha! I love you guys and thanks for everything!

Ohhhh maybe I should be in my TVXQ spazzing moment. =D Hehehhee! OMG! I can't believe it. After I cooked lunch, I turned on the tv. I forgot that it was time for Music Bang [show that plays Korean/Japanese MVs]. Only 10 minutes left until it was done for its time slot. As soon as I tuned in there, BOOM! Yoochun popped out xD Honestly! He was the first one I saw! I was like .. " O.O CHUNNIE-AH!!! " It was Let's Go on a Vacation MV. Mweee I was happy! There's actually a 6pm sched too for Music Bang and you know what was the first MV played? Magic Castle! WOAH xDD I still hate Yoochun with his white and black fluffy scarf >_> But he was soooo cute! <33

By the way, you can comment already to my posts ^___^ Just click on the graphic below every post to do that. Leave one ne? Gaaahhhh it took me a while to finally figure it out since it's a combination of some codes already. But yehey =D It's finished ^__^. Till next post!

What's in my ....

2007-12-28T15:04:00.000-06:00

My randomness kicked in again sooooo...here's my "what's in my..." =D

What's in my wallet?

01. Cards [credit, debit] 02. Wamu Check 03. IDs [immigrant ID, IL driver's license] 04 Membership cards [Mitsuwa bookstore, library] 05. Prescription [glasses] 06. Babies R Us discount card 07. Pocket rosary 08. Pictures [with one of my unnies, nephew Joshua and my college friend Angel's grad pic]

What's in my bag?

01. Notebook/pen for poems 02. IRIVER 40gig MP3 player 03. Coin purse 04. Wallet 05. Hair brush 06. Keys [car,house] 07. Chapstick 08. Eyedrops for contacts 09. Bath & Body Works Cherry Blossom lotion 10. Flash card 11. Makeup bag

What's in my makeup bag?

01. Chapsticks [ strawberry || blue crazeberry ] 02. Estee Lauder [ mirror || blush brush ] 03. Lipgloss [ L'oreal Colour Juice Mixer ] 04. Eyelash Curler [ Revlon ] 05. Mascara [ Cover Girl Lash Extract & Professional[clear] ] 06. Eyeliner Pencil [ Rimmel Exaggerate || Cover Girl Liquid pencil eyeliner] 07. Blush [ HerBench ] 08. Face Powder [ Neutrogena Mineral Sheers ] 09. Lotion [ Aveeno Active Naturals ] 10. Sunblock [ Neutrogena Oil-free Sunblock with SPF 30 ]

new layout+haircut

2007-12-23T17:09:00.000-06:00

Wahhh! I regret posting my new pic. ><>no turning back now. Hahaha yeah this is how I look like to those who hasn't seen my identity. Plus I got a new haircut. I always wanted to have my haircut besides being my mom's "client" for 3 years already. You know what I mean. =+= My mom cuts my hair for me so there isn't really any style in it. I badly wanted bangs for a long time that's why when mom asked me what she can give me for Christmas, I told her a haircut is fine with me. ^__^

So yesterday she already gave me her present. Hahaha. It isn't a high end salon because I don't want my mom to pay too much. It's only in Walmart. Hehehehe. But eventhough it's only a 17 buck cut, Maribel got the exact style that was in the Japanese pic I showed her. I finally put my Japanese hair magazine to use. Yup I have this one mag that I bought for over a year now, hoping to use one of those in the future. And now I already did. ^__^ The hair stylists there kept complimenting her for doing a very good[and cute!] job. I was ecstatic when it was done! When I went to meet up with my parents, they were surprised. Dad told me I look like a 17 years old girl. Hahahaha! It's what I wanted to hear from him xDD Now I can blend in with the college students next month. Woohoo! But they're teasing me that I look like Sarah Geronimo [a very popular singer in the Phils] now. =+= I don't even know what's her hairstyle now and I don't look like her. Hahahaha! I look like BoA before. xDD

Too bad I didn't get a new pair of glasses. But I saw some cute ones! Back in the Philippines, it was too hard to find plastic frames actually. I had to have my frames as plastic because I'm acidic [or is it that term?] or if not, the frames will rust. Now I'm happy to have a lot of choices here. I'll ask my mom next week.

Okies so you might have noticed a slight change in my blog's look. WOAH! LOL actually not just slightly but huge! Hahaha! I've always wanted to change it for weeks to an Alice Nine layout but I got stomped. [like a writer's block except its an artist block? xD] Finally eventhough I didn't do anything much in the header itself, I am most happy about the layout especially those hanging thingies on top of my boxes. Mweee isn't it kawaii? Of course I added the whole album [Alice Nine's Alpha album] as my playlist and you can also download it from here too. ^__^ Yes an added feature of my blog. Hehehe. But I do hope everyone likes it as much as I do.

a dream come true?

2007-12-14T08:31:00.000-06:00

So 2 days ago, I brought along my mom with me on my back-to-school shopping. Hahaha! I told you I am excited with school! The first thing we did was find the perfect backpack for me. Ever since I saw the Jansport bags in the college's bookstore, my previous school days came back to me. In the Philippines, you are popular when you have a Jansport bag. Hahaha! Yes you are. Because those are expensive there. Nowadays, I think it's more than a thousand pesos [that's a LOT of money]. And honestly, before I've been wanting one of these even just the plain ones. But hahaha! I got one now after 23 years.

We first went to TJmaxx because bags there are cheaper than in other stores. Stupid woman was blocking the backpack racks and took a long time wearing her coats in front of the mirror. But when I checked it, there wasn't any. TwT I kept looking around for wandering bags xD Then mom saw one in the clearance rack. WOAH clearance means cheaper one! I really wanted to buy it for 10 bucks but one thing bothers me a lot. IT'S PINK!!! Argh! I don't wanna go around with pink blob on my back. Hahaha! I really don't like pink unless it is with mint green. Mom was like "It has gray". =+= But it was so small gray! Still pink! ><

We went to Kohl's next. Gaahhh I walked everywhere because I really didn't have any idea where those are. Finally I saw them in the luggage area. xD And lots of designs + it's sale! 8D The designs I liked was the henna one[white and black], the superbreak one [choco with blue retro circles] and that bag on top. Well at the end I got that one. Hahaha! But I only realized now that it's skulls. ^^;; It is very cute but if mom saw it, she won't like it. Hehehe. But it's so kawaii!

I already got my books too so I'll review some before school. Getting prepared! xD I am very excited with my Bio because it's web-based. The orientation for that subject is on January 2. Woohoo! School! xD I know for sure I will be saying I hate school so much!! in a few weeks. xDD

schoolgirl status = check

2007-12-10T10:26:00.000-06:00

Hahaha! I think I haven't told anyone except Linds that I am going back to school this spring. Woah after my desperate days to finally graduate and be gone from school forever, it haunted me once again. You are looking at a future nurse. Hahaha! Well realistically speaking, graphic artists annual salary is less than a nurse unless you're super duper good and got a job in Hollywood or something. But eventhough I changed my career path, I'll still have graphic arts as my first love. Like my dad said, you will always be passionate about something even if isn't what you are doing right now.

I'm kinda scared and excited to go to school though. Woah! THAT'S A MIRACLE! Hahaha! Though I really don't know how stuff goes around in education here, I'll be prepared. I'm aiming to have high grades and to change me lazy ways. ^^;; Although I had almost As in college, I'll study harder. No more lazybutt for me in the next month. xD Hhmm but I don't have any idea with the web-based class I have. ^^;; I still don't know the lecture days for that. Hahaha. It's only BIO. I have 3 classes next month; Psychology[my fave actually ^^], Biology and Office[lol basic word =+=]. I have a Basic nursing assistant training too but it starts in February. I'm too nervous! Later I'll be going to the college to pay for my tuition stuff. Oh ahaha! I do feel like a schoolgirl you know. ^^;; My parents got me a bookcase[which i really wanted even before] and a drawer. Gosh. I even fixed my room. Hahaha! Finally a place for all my dongbang collection *points at one shelf* ^^;;

not again?!?!

2007-12-07T18:43:00.001-06:00

Ehehehe ^^ I'm such a weirdo. I made another blog for myself when I already have a LJ one [which i dont update anymore]. ^___^ Wahh I'm so in love with Antoinette Blue that I decided to feature Nana for my first layout. Hihi I'm a huge fan of this cutie lolita xDD Yeah I did everything D= It's simple but ^___^ isn't it adorable? She's so kawaii! <33 Till here for now ~ since it's already 5:50 am O.O woah! Nyties everyone ^^

P.S

I know I'm not yet done with the sidebars...so I apologize +_+